A broken heart

I wish we could be near
But with you I'm eaten by this fear
The fear that some day you'll have to go
And my fate for sure I know

However much I may love you
Our moments together will always be few
And I can't help but imagine that day
The day when you will walk away

A broken heart will be all I'll have left
Standing alone, hurt and bereft

I know I have to stand tall and be strong
As I'm far beyond differentiating what's right and wrong
And I know I am not that weak
But when its about you chances of survival seem a bit too bleak

I wish you didn't have that effect
That when thinking of you myself I would neglect
And with you my happiness knows no bounds
And without you dejection is all that surrounds

But then I have to break your spell
And these feelings for you I have to quell
As I will fall from cloud nine
When you will no more be mine

And a broken heart will be all I'll have left
Standing alone, hurt and bereft