Tuesday, June 8, 2010

love... what else!!


Love, it makes your world go round and round and round. Also described as the sweet poison, this delightful disease will make you sit up at night and dream in the day. It has the potential to confuse you, change you, condense you, evaporate you and in all just drive you crazy!
We, in our dreams, enjoy the expression of love, the first date, joy of the first hug, first fight and the bliss of first kiss. And at other times we regret the reality that it’s just a dream and nothing else. But that doesn’t deter us from dream even more.
I, since teenage, have been pretty emotional, sensitive and more importantly romantic type. I’ve been the matchmaker, quarrel solver and more or less of an agony aunt. Though, my own, so-called ‘love life’ has been a pretty crumbled one, yet I’m quite good in advising others. Be it a friend trying to figure out whether to say yes or no or be it someone struggling to find a way to let out his heart’s feelings, I’ve been the one to consult. Some couples make me regret stringing them together and some have me elated at the success. But seeing them together dawns into me the emptiness of that corner of my heart which had since long been abandoned and unoccupied. Sometimes I try to fit someone in there but they don’t. Sometimes too small and sometimes too big to squeeze in!
I think we’re all in search for the perfect one. One, who fits in with just enough oxygen to last him an eternity (or two if one isn’t enough). And that search leaves us in turmoil. The trap of love and realities of life make us feel dejected and at times we fall so deep into the vicious circle that the only alternative visible becomes death. But the point to be noted is that suicide (or murder) can’t put a full stop to the infidelity of your partner or the failure of the relationship. It’s always better to uncover and work upon the shortcomings to eliminate them forever. And after that comes the most important step of all ‘to move on’. Its good to take your time but don’t be too slow that your way gets jammed up and you’re left to curse others for what you did to yourself.
Because what I believe is that
"Life always has its share of twists and turns, its upto you how to keep it straight."